byIlyse Weinstein


she never enters 
but she's there 
with that sway 
those hips 
that dress 
cut off at just the right place 
to be slightly wrong 
 
balancing off heels 
consecutively  
in darkened corners 
where there are thought to be none 
 
to give you that stare 
that's followed by that ache 
that settles in its familiar place 
comfortably unwanted  
undeserving 
 
and she stays 
the last guest 
leaning on tables 
littered with glasses stained 
with greasy prints 
and fermented grapes 
running painted fingers 
along empty plates 
 
until she gives you that wink 
under thick plastic lashes 
and turns to go  
leaving the rusted red 
of a lunar eclipse 
in spots on the walls 
where her shadow has been

Envy